Well At Least I WAS Having a Good Day!

valentines day... aka chris's b-day... it was good. i got some stuff from friends. kate gave me a bag filled with cool stuff, katie gave me a really sweet note, and david... he decorated my locker in hearts and he put a heart with chocolates in my locker. it was really cool because i did not have a clue and it was a really cool thing to see. thanks to all... HAPPY B-DAY CHRIS!!! i hope that ur day was really good and cool. ur gettin old!!! lol... so my day was good... as far as school... and i got some cool stuff from my parents and i just got a valentine card in the mail from V. anyways, the day was good until softball :( today, it finally sunk in that i was still on JV... today, katiecorn was officially moved up and i realised that i was the only one of my close friends on jv. it sucked!!! when i was running to huddle up with jv, i started crying and people started to look at me and i told them that it was really sunny and my eyes were watering... being separated from your friends SUCKS! during the whole infield and outfield, i tried to put it in the back of my mind, yet it was the annoying little sibling that wouldnt leave me alone... i cried a little bit, a lot, if that makes any sense. to realize that everyone else that was good was on v and i was on jv... it truly made everything that happened today suck really bad... a song that really applies to my life right now is, Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan... if u dont know what the words are like in that song and you are curious, u should look up the lyrics... the WHOLE song applies... right now, ive only missed one varsity game and it already seems like ive missed out on so much! LIFE SUCKS!!! well im going to go mope the rest of the evening... sorry to anyone that i was a butthole to... CONGRATS KATE about a future relationship, and CONGRATS KATIE about being on varsity!!! I love yall!!!